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1/31/2009

it's 4:18AM and sneaking in a post lol

Posted by phoblue

*** thanks howdy for the updates coz god knows when i'll be able to watch archives :-( ***

yo,

so listen mangs. i didn't wanna think about the pad... but i can't help it...

so listen mangs, i've had fun with y'all - some much more than others fo sho. coz some y'all were dicks, and some y'all were wanna be chicks. but overall yous were alright.

so listen mangs... no homo, but i cried yo. i cried like a mofo when i left the americas to venture out to other parts of the world of ours... i was a hot tranny mess... i was like, "wtf..." ... and sometimes, i be like, "shieeet..." but overall, i was like, "dannng...." then i had to stop coz i seemed to have disturbed the man sleeping next to me in the plane. that man, seriously, was an inconsiderate fuck - telling me to stop arguing with myself... whatevssss! so what if he was sleeping!!? :-/ . he should have stayed sleeping!

so listen mangs... i will miss y'all... and don't cry for me argentina because the truth is i never left you. my membership is still active bitches... i just won't be logging in. mmk? but don't wait for me cleopatra, i prolly will eventually disappear like that bad case of gonorrhea you had last month...

so listen mangs... i'll be at the pad in spirit. you'll feel me right next to you, like a creepo, fondling your ripe little asses.... tho some y'alls might be loose asses.... and shitty ones... gahross.... i pass!

no homo,
phoinixblue

p.s. strike a pose bitches! *snap and a hurr flip* , "vogue!"

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maxxxx,

i miss you more than you miss me. trusssst. :-( . and you better miss me... coz i really do miss you. and you seriously better miss me! but... can you please miss me? that's not hard to do! and don't pretend either... you know what... fuck, i just got really mad... and... forget this... FUCK YOU!! okay? :-/ . FUCK YOUUUUU!!

but if you do miss me... i'm taking the "fuck you" back, and i'm sorry for saying "fuck you"... but i do hope you miss me so i can take the "fuck you" back, for reals...

i'm sooo sad... i'm not even close to feeling gay,
phoinix

p.s. i'm with you at all times... uhm.... like god... oh no, i sound like a creepo. god's a creepo :-( . oh no, i love god. god forgive me, you're not a creepo... :-(

p.p.s. if you don't miss me... at least make an effort to stop killing bugs! :-D thanks!

p.p.p.s. YOU BETTER MISS ME!!!..... fucker...

1/29/2009

Max In The Creases

Posted by phoblue

my last posting.. for a beautiful person :-)
~ phoinixblue ~

“In the Creases”
The Paper Raincoat, Amber Rubarth

You’re the smell of the toast that you made in the mornings.
You’re the page in my book that I keep to myself.
You’re the unlocking sound when I turn my door key.
You’re the scar that I have from the time that I fell.
I can’t describe the faces.
I can’t recall the names.
But you remain..

I keep you in the creases.
I hide you in the folds.
Protect you from the sunlight.
Shield you from the cold.
Everybody said they were glad to see you go.
But no one ever has to know.

You’re the part of the moon that blends into the blackness.
Even though we know it’s really still there.
You’re the song that I sing and I don’t need to practice.
You’re the green shoes I keep though they're too small to wear.
I can’t describe the faces.
I can’t recall the names.
But you remain..

I keep you in the creases.
I hide you in the folds.
Protect you from the sunlight.
Shield you from the cold.
Everybody said they were glad to see you go.
But no one ever has to
No one ever has to know the things that I refuse to see
And all the nights I still can’t sleep.
I curl up in the sheets
Between the creases where you used to be.

Once love wakes it never sleeps…
Even when you love a dream….

1/21/2009